13.10.07 | sometimes

Sometimes i feel like i am just sitting around waiting for death to wake me up.

I hate almost every single part of my life, without knowing how to change it or even motivation- the sheer driving force to end it.

Nothing much to add to that, today. It's just depression. It'll go away eventually. It surely will go away... it has to.



  2:24 pm :. Blogger De.vile hollered thusly:

As soon as you see them squid neighbours I'm sure it will pass.

  2:43 am :. Blogger {illyria} hollered thusly:

i'm sending you lots and lots of island love. i hope it helps, dearest.

  3:00 pm :. Blogger Ginger Doll hollered thusly:

I just stood in a puddle of dog pee. Whilst it was unpleasant it did make me feel somewhat alive.

That aside, I am sending you much love. I know what its like when the blackness comes down, I know how hard it is to come out. But you will. And until you do, if you wish to talk you know where I am.


  5:15 pm :. Blogger Ginger Doll hollered thusly:

I'm here again. I'm here for a very long time, if not for ever. I am here until you hear my voice dear one, and I will be here until you speak.


  8:02 pm :. Blogger LiVEwiRe hollered thusly:

Checking in, hoping you are finding what you are looking for.

I read a line in a book last night that really stood out. I'm passing it along to you with the hope that you can mold it to be what you need it to be...

"You have to walk straight into what you don't dare run away from."

Be well.

  12:07 pm :. Anonymous venuscameback hollered thusly:

my ex Wayne once sent me a quote when I was struggling that said, simply, "Our greatest glory comes not in never falling, but in rising every time we fall".

Hard times are here, but having the strength to endure, that's the tough part in life. May you find that endurance which you need. i'm thinking of you, and my 'phone lines free for you

I love ya, now and always


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